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Rebuilt in Love

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House Of Sinn @houseofsinn
This track follows the submissive mind in her first breaking: fear, desire, uncertainty, and the need to kneel.

Inspired by the first play session in Eros & Agape, it captures the moment when m offer herself to The Matriarch for the first time.

Listen to this track with your heart.


I hear your heels across the floor
Slow and steady, drawing near
My heartbeat louder than before
Half desire, half fear
I don’t know what happens next
I only know I want to kneel
When I see you standing tall


Leather boots and single tail
Everything is clear
I lift my eyes into your gaze
There is nothing I should fear


I’m falling, falling, falling down
Shaking in your light
Everything feels sharp and cruel
Wrong and yet so right


You break my pride with steady hands
You tear my world apart
Then build me back
Stronger at the heart

I tremble when you say my name
When you whisper, “Good girl, stay.”
Every doubt I try to hide
You slowly take away.
You see the worst of who I am
You watch my ego hit the ground
And let it crack and fall

When I feel I’m nothing left
Just open skin and bone
You look at me
and I am home


I’m falling, falling, falling down
Giving you my whole
You tear the mask apart
You open up my scars
Then build me back in love
Brighter than the stars

All my fears laid bare for you
You don’t turn away
In your power I feel safe
In surrender I am seen
You guide me through the darkest night

I’m falling, falling, falling still
Now I understand
You let me fall to find myself
Stripped down to who I am
You break me down to something true
Then build me back in love
Whole and strong inside

Not ruined
Revealed.

Not small
Transformed

In every mark, an honour earned
In every strike, reborn

Rebuilt in pain
Rebuilt in love
Rebuilt
Unashamed
This track follows the submissive mind in her first breaking: fear, desire, uncertainty, and the need to kneel.

Inspired by the first play session in Eros & Agape, it captures the moment when m offer herself to The Matriarch for the first time.

Listen to this track with your heart.


I hear your heels across the floor
Slow and steady, drawing near
My heartbeat louder than before
Half desire, half fear
I don’t know what happens next
I only know I want to kneel
When I see you standing tall


Leather boots and single tail
Everything is clear
I lift my eyes into your gaze
There is nothing I should fear


I’m falling, falling, falling down
Shaking in your light
Everything feels sharp and cruel
Wrong and yet so right


You break my pride with steady hands
You tear my world apart
Then build me back
Stronger at the heart

I tremble when you say my name
When you whisper, “Good girl, stay.”
Every doubt I try to hide
You slowly take away.
You see the worst of who I am
You watch my ego hit the ground
And let it crack and fall

When I feel I’m nothing left
Just open skin and bone
You look at me
and I am home


I’m falling, falling, falling down
Giving you my whole
You tear the mask apart
You open up my scars
Then build me back in love
Brighter than the stars

All my fears laid bare for you
You don’t turn away
In your power I feel safe
In surrender I am seen
You guide me through the darkest night

I’m falling, falling, falling still
Now I understand
You let me fall to find myself
Stripped down to who I am
You break me down to something true
Then build me back in love
Whole and strong inside

Not ruined
Revealed.

Not small
Transformed

In every mark, an honour earned
In every strike, reborn

Rebuilt in pain
Rebuilt in love
Rebuilt
Unashamed
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Peripheral

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Latex Object

Latex Object is about control in its purest form: stillness, restriction, obedience without movement. I own your time. The only absolute resource. And in that space, I own the air in your lungs. This track is dedicated to My chattel poodle and presents the scene in Eros and Agape where I use him as a human object.

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Humiliation

This track is ego dismantling through words. Pride is stripped away. Masks fall. What remains is raw and exposed. Listen. Let it break you open. Only then can you rise. ___ I crawl after your boots I see myself from above Distorted, small I try not to cry But your words cut deep Not loud, just precise Like glass Stupid slut Pig Crawl The sound of your heels Is louder than my thoughts Each step, a verdict You see through the masks I build for the world The make-up runs Confidence dissolves It falls to the floor With me Lick Crawl Ugly creature Animal Yes I am dirt on the floor Crying Not the image I polish Not strong Not untouchable I am a mass Breathing Under your command Small, falling, nothing My ego shattered A million shards Each one reflecting The monster Only I see in the mirror Humiliate me Destroy my pride Humiliate me Destroy my pride You are weak Afraid Hiding behind perfection Crawl Yes Show me the monster Name it Drag it into the light All my life I tried to silence it Powder it Dress it Dominate it But it whispers Ugly Dirty Not enough And you say it out loud No mask, no pride, no armour Just fear, just need Strip it from me Strip the illusion Strip the ego Call me animal Until it loses its power Call me ugly Until it is only sound Humiliate me Destroy my pride Break me open Where I am most ashamed If you still love me after this If you still see me I am safe If you look at me Smeared shaking exposed And do not turn away I am safe Stay Feel it I hear nothing But my heartbeat And your heels You are not crushing me You are holding me Inside the fall Humiliate me Destroy my pride Show me the monster Then love me as I am Ugly, dirty, weak Ugly, dirty, weak Still here If you love me When I crumble When I am nothing Then I learn I was never the monster Only afraid You are seen You are broken open You are not alone Rise From the floor I rise No mask No illusion No pride left to defend [...]

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Devotion

This track is pure devotion. A trance-like descent into foot worship, where you become smaller with every breath, until there is nothing left but Her. Listen to it on your knees. Eyes closed. Let your voice follow the rhythm. Let your devotion rise. Feel what it means to exist beneath Her. To find peace there. Available here first, before official release. For the devoted ones. Goddess Goddess I am placing myself Under Your divine feet Here Below You Where i belong Let me look at Your toes in awe Let me stay there Gazing Breathing Let me feel Your soft soles On my face Let me inhale The essence of Your perfume As it falls from Your skin Let me taste The warmth of You Goddess You are a living Goddess I adore You I worship You Goddess You are everything to me Goddess Use me as Your pedestal goddess Stand on me Rise above me Under Your feet I find my place Under Your divine soles I find my peace I want to live Under Your feet Always under Your divine soles I want no other sky But the shadow of Your feet I am dust Between your toes Dust And grateful Dust And happy Goddess Goddess I am the servant To obey all Your commands I am the devotee To worship at Your feet I am the slave To suffer at Your whim Do what You want with me goddess Your feet above me Your toes before me Your soles upon me Goddess Under Your feet Under Your divine feet Goddess Goddess Goddess Always beneath You Under Your feet

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Devotion

This track is pure devotion. A trance-like descent into foot worship, where you become smaller with every breath, until there is nothing left but Her. Listen to it on your knees. Eyes closed. Let your voice follow the rhythm. Let your devotion rise. Feel what it means to exist beneath Her. To find peace there. Available here first, before official release. For the devoted ones. Goddess Goddess I am placing myself Under Your divine feet Here Below You Where i belong Let me look at Your toes in awe Let me stay there Gazing Breathing Let me feel Your soft soles On my face Let me inhale The essence of Your perfume As it falls from Your skin Let me taste The warmth of You Goddess You are a living Goddess I adore You I worship You Goddess You are everything to me Goddess Use me as Your pedestal goddess Stand on me Rise above me Under Your feet I find my place Under Your divine soles I find my peace I want to live Under Your feet Always under Your divine soles I want no other sky But the shadow of Your feet I am dust Between your toes Dust And grateful Dust And happy Goddess Goddess I am the servant To obey all Your commands I am the devotee To worship at Your feet I am the slave To suffer at Your whim Do what You want with me goddess Your feet above me Your toes before me Your soles upon me Goddess Under Your feet Under Your divine feet Goddess Goddess Goddess Always beneath You Under Your feet

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Oblation

My favorite track from Eros & Agape, written from the perspective of the submissive ready to suffer under the whip. Best to listen to during play sessions, let the masochism drive your desire Lyrics: I am here to serve. To serve You. I offer my body open waiting To be used to be marked Under the whip. The pain is pleasure under your whip. Pain is pleasure under your whip. Take me beyond this skin beyond this fear Into a new dimension where pain turns holy where it rises like smoke at the altar of your greatness Under the whip. I am here to suffer for You to give You this body To use to mark With the whip. I am scared, But beneath You I know You push me where I need to be Marked. In pain. in truth. I cry and I fall Under the whip. This is my offer. This is my devotion. This is me. All for You. Offered Under the whip. Under the whip… Under the whip…

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Peripheral

This track explores cuckolding through devotion, emotional exposure, and surrender of control. Peripheral is about standing close to her pleasure, feeling everything at once (desire, jealousy, inadequacy, love) and choosing to embrace it in full. Inspired by the first chapter of Eros & Agape. Support My art! Lyrics: She is unfolding in pleasure her face a symphony of sensation. Moans rising, fingers clutching skin. I feel the ache of knowing I can never satisfy her that way. I am peripheral I watch her being pleased by someone else. Mixed sensations spiral inside my mind. Desire. Jealousy. Devotion. Fear. I want her pleasure. I feel my weakness. “Worthless cuck… useless…” Like a k***e in my chest her words bite, dismantle me piece by piece. Yet I look at her beautiful face, lit with ecstasy, and I am grateful to be here. Next to her. Watching her. I am peripheral A small part of her universe, happy just to be there. That is enough. My love for her is enough. I am hers. She is free to wander. Free to choose. Free to be. I am locked. I am hers. She rides another body and I ache to be good for her. My emotions are for her. This body is for her. Ignored. I serve by disappearing. I am nothing and I exist only for her. She can love anyone she wants, and I will stand here, honored by the place she chooses for me. I am her cuck and I am proud. Full and empty at the same time. In pain and in pleasure. Happy to be hers. A small part of her universe, happy just to be there. That is enough. My love for her is enough. I am hers. She is free to be. Free to love. Free to choose. I am locked. I am hers. My love for her is enough. That is all I need. My love for her… is enough. I am peripheral. My love is all for Her.

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Taken

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Mine

This is the first single released by The House of Sinn, and it is available on all music streaming platforms. But if you want to support my art and download it, you may purchase it here. This is Dark Lounge genre: slow, cinematic, sensual, anchored in kink dynamics. Designed for erotic atmosphere and BDSM sessions. Mine is inspired by Chapter “The Visit” from Eros & Agape. It is the sound of ego dismantling, of total surrender unfolding under authority, of being claimed and remade. Listen to it properly. Imagine yourself in waiting position. Still. Ready. Afraid. Excited. Play it from beginning to end. On a loop, even better. Let it guide the rhythm of your scene. Let it enter your mind.