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My favorite track from Eros & Agape, written from the perspective of the submissive ready to suffer under the whip. Best to listen to during play sessions, let the masochism drive your desire Lyrics: I am here to serve. To serve You. I offer my body open waiting To be used to be marked Under the whip. The pain is pleasure under your whip. Pain is pleasure under your whip. Take me beyond this skin beyond this fear Into a new dimension where pain turns holy where it rises like smoke at the altar of your greatness Under the whip. I am here to suffer for You to give You this body To use to mark With the whip. I am scared, But beneath You I know You push me where I need to be Marked. In pain. in truth. I cry and I fall Under the whip. This is my offer. This is my devotion. This is me. All for You. Offered Under the whip. Under the whip… Under the whip…
This track follows the submissive mind in her first breaking: fear, desire, uncertainty, and the need to kneel. Inspired by the first play session in Eros & Agape, it captures the moment when m offer herself to The Matriarch for the first time. Listen to this track with your heart. I hear your heels across the floor Slow and steady, drawing near My heartbeat louder than before Half desire, half fear I don’t know what happens next I only know I want to kneel When I see you standing tall Leather boots and single tail Everything is clear I lift my eyes into your gaze There is nothing I should fear I’m falling, falling, falling down Shaking in your light Everything feels sharp and cruel Wrong and yet so right You break my pride with steady hands You tear my world apart Then build me back Stronger at the heart I tremble when you say my name When you whisper, “Good girl, stay.” Every doubt I try to hide You slowly take away. You see the worst of who I am You watch my ego hit the ground And let it crack and fall When I feel I’m nothing left Just open skin and bone You look at me and I am home I’m falling, falling, falling down Giving you my whole You tear the mask apart You open up my scars Then build me back in love Brighter than the stars All my fears laid bare for you You don’t turn away In your power I feel safe In surrender I am seen You guide me through the darkest night I’m falling, falling, falling still Now I understand You let me fall to find myself Stripped down to who I am You break me down to something true Then build me back in love Whole and strong inside Not ruined Revealed. Not small Transformed In every mark, an honour earned In every strike, reborn Rebuilt in pain Rebuilt in love Rebuilt Unashamed
This track explores cuckolding through devotion, emotional exposure, and surrender of control. Peripheral is about standing close to her pleasure, feeling everything at once (desire, jealousy, inadequacy, love) and choosing to embrace it in full. Inspired by the first chapter of Eros & Agape. Support My art! Lyrics: She is unfolding in pleasure her face a symphony of sensation. Moans rising, fingers clutching skin. I feel the ache of knowing I can never satisfy her that way. I am peripheral I watch her being pleased by someone else. Mixed sensations spiral inside my mind. Desire. Jealousy. Devotion. Fear. I want her pleasure. I feel my weakness. “Worthless cuck… useless…” Like a k***e in my chest her words bite, dismantle me piece by piece. Yet I look at her beautiful face, lit with ecstasy, and I am grateful to be here. Next to her. Watching her. I am peripheral A small part of her universe, happy just to be there. That is enough. My love for her is enough. I am hers. She is free to wander. Free to choose. Free to be. I am locked. I am hers. She rides another body and I ache to be good for her. My emotions are for her. This body is for her. Ignored. I serve by disappearing. I am nothing and I exist only for her. She can love anyone she wants, and I will stand here, honored by the place she chooses for me. I am her cuck and I am proud. Full and empty at the same time. In pain and in pleasure. Happy to be hers. A small part of her universe, happy just to be there. That is enough. My love for her is enough. I am hers. She is free to be. Free to love. Free to choose. I am locked. I am hers. My love for her is enough. That is all I need. My love for her… is enough. I am peripheral. My love is all for Her.
This song is inspired by the strap-on scene in Eros & Agape. It is about offering yourself open, about learning how to receive in the way your Mistress desires. Taken explores surrender through sensation: the discipline of relaxing under guidance, the trust required to open fully, the transformation that comes when you stop fighting and begin accepting. I imagine you listening to this during your BDSM sessions. Or when you prepare your body for strap-on play learning how to take what is given with intention and desire. Let it set the rhythm. Let it guide your breath. Let it remind you who leads. This track will be available on all streaming platforms soon but it is pre-released here, exclusively for the good devotees.
This is the first single released by The House of Sinn, and it is available on all music streaming platforms. But if you want to support my art and download it, you may purchase it here. This is Dark Lounge genre: slow, cinematic, sensual, anchored in kink dynamics. Designed for erotic atmosphere and BDSM sessions. Mine is inspired by Chapter “The Visit” from Eros & Agape. It is the sound of ego dismantling, of total surrender unfolding under authority, of being claimed and remade. Listen to it properly. Imagine yourself in waiting position. Still. Ready. Afraid. Excited. Play it from beginning to end. On a loop, even better. Let it guide the rhythm of your scene. Let it enter your mind.
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