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06:27

Humiliation

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This track is ego dismantling through words. Pride is stripped away. Masks fall. What remains is raw and exposed.

Listen. Let it break you open.
Only then can you rise.

___

I crawl after your boots I see myself from above
Distorted, small
I try not to cry
But your words cut deep
Not loud, just precise
Like glass

Stupid slut
Pig
Crawl

The sound of your heels
Is louder than my thoughts
Each step, a verdict

You see through the masks
I build for the world
The make-up runs
Confidence dissolves
It falls to the floor
With me

Lick
Crawl
Ugly creature
Animal

Yes

I am dirt on the floor
Crying

Not the image I polish
Not strong
Not untouchable

I am a mass
Breathing
Under your command

Small, falling, nothing

My ego shattered
A million shards
Each one reflecting
The monster
Only I see in the mirror

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

You are weak
Afraid
Hiding behind perfection
Crawl

Yes

Show me the monster
Name it
Drag it into the light

All my life
I tried to silence it
Powder it
Dress it
Dominate it

But it whispers
Ugly
Dirty
Not enough

And you say it out loud

No mask, no pride, no armour
Just fear, just need

Strip it from me
Strip the illusion
Strip the ego

Call me animal
Until it loses its power
Call me ugly
Until it is only sound

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

Break me open
Where I am most ashamed

If you still love me after this
If you still see me
I am safe

If you look at me
Smeared shaking exposed
And do not turn away
I am safe

Stay
Feel it

I hear nothing
But my heartbeat
And your heels

You are not crushing me
You are holding me
Inside the fall

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

Show me the monster
Then love me as I am

Ugly, dirty, weak
Ugly, dirty, weak

Still here

If you love me
When I crumble
When I am nothing

Then I learn
I was never the monster

Only afraid

You are seen
You are broken open
You are not alone

Rise

From the floor
I rise

No mask
No illusion
No pride left to defend

[...]
This track is ego dismantling through words. Pride is stripped away. Masks fall. What remains is raw and exposed.

Listen. Let it break you open.
Only then can you rise.

___

I crawl after your boots I see myself from above
Distorted, small
I try not to cry
But your words cut deep
Not loud, just precise
Like glass

Stupid slut
Pig
Crawl

The sound of your heels
Is louder than my thoughts
Each step, a verdict

You see through the masks
I build for the world
The make-up runs
Confidence dissolves
It falls to the floor
With me

Lick
Crawl
Ugly creature
Animal

Yes

I am dirt on the floor
Crying

Not the image I polish
Not strong
Not untouchable

I am a mass
Breathing
Under your command

Small, falling, nothing

My ego shattered
A million shards
Each one reflecting
The monster
Only I see in the mirror

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

You are weak
Afraid
Hiding behind perfection
Crawl

Yes

Show me the monster
Name it
Drag it into the light

All my life
I tried to silence it
Powder it
Dress it
Dominate it

But it whispers
Ugly
Dirty
Not enough

And you say it out loud

No mask, no pride, no armour
Just fear, just need

Strip it from me
Strip the illusion
Strip the ego

Call me animal
Until it loses its power
Call me ugly
Until it is only sound

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

Break me open
Where I am most ashamed

If you still love me after this
If you still see me
I am safe

If you look at me
Smeared shaking exposed
And do not turn away
I am safe

Stay
Feel it

I hear nothing
But my heartbeat
And your heels

You are not crushing me
You are holding me
Inside the fall

Humiliate me
Destroy my pride

Show me the monster
Then love me as I am

Ugly, dirty, weak
Ugly, dirty, weak

Still here

If you love me
When I crumble
When I am nothing

Then I learn
I was never the monster

Only afraid

You are seen
You are broken open
You are not alone

Rise

From the floor
I rise

No mask
No illusion
No pride left to defend

[...]
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Latex Object

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Devotion

This track is pure devotion. A trance-like descent into foot worship, where you become smaller with every breath, until there is nothing left but Her. Listen to it on your knees. Eyes closed. Let your voice follow the rhythm. Let your devotion rise. Feel what it means to exist beneath Her. To find peace there. Available here first, before official release. For the devoted ones. Goddess Goddess I am placing myself Under Your divine feet Here Below You Where i belong Let me look at Your toes in awe Let me stay there Gazing Breathing Let me feel Your soft soles On my face Let me inhale The essence of Your perfume As it falls from Your skin Let me taste The warmth of You Goddess You are a living Goddess I adore You I worship You Goddess You are everything to me Goddess Use me as Your pedestal goddess Stand on me Rise above me Under Your feet I find my place Under Your divine soles I find my peace I want to live Under Your feet Always under Your divine soles I want no other sky But the shadow of Your feet I am dust Between your toes Dust And grateful Dust And happy Goddess Goddess I am the servant To obey all Your commands I am the devotee To worship at Your feet I am the slave To suffer at Your whim Do what You want with me goddess Your feet above me Your toes before me Your soles upon me Goddess Under Your feet Under Your divine feet Goddess Goddess Goddess Always beneath You Under Your feet

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My favorite track from Eros & Agape, written from the perspective of the submissive ready to suffer under the whip. Best to listen to during play sessions, let the masochism drive your desire Lyrics: I am here to serve. To serve You. I offer my body open waiting To be used to be marked Under the whip. The pain is pleasure under your whip. Pain is pleasure under your whip. Take me beyond this skin beyond this fear Into a new dimension where pain turns holy where it rises like smoke at the altar of your greatness Under the whip. I am here to suffer for You to give You this body To use to mark With the whip. I am scared, But beneath You I know You push me where I need to be Marked. In pain. in truth. I cry and I fall Under the whip. This is my offer. This is my devotion. This is me. All for You. Offered Under the whip. Under the whip… Under the whip…

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Rebuilt in Love

This track follows the submissive mind in her first breaking: fear, desire, uncertainty, and the need to kneel. Inspired by the first play session in Eros & Agape, it captures the moment when m offer herself to The Matriarch for the first time. Listen to this track with your heart. I hear your heels across the floor Slow and steady, drawing near My heartbeat louder than before Half desire, half fear I don’t know what happens next I only know I want to kneel When I see you standing tall Leather boots and single tail Everything is clear I lift my eyes into your gaze There is nothing I should fear I’m falling, falling, falling down Shaking in your light Everything feels sharp and cruel Wrong and yet so right You break my pride with steady hands You tear my world apart Then build me back Stronger at the heart I tremble when you say my name When you whisper, “Good girl, stay.” Every doubt I try to hide You slowly take away. You see the worst of who I am You watch my ego hit the ground And let it crack and fall When I feel I’m nothing left Just open skin and bone You look at me and I am home I’m falling, falling, falling down Giving you my whole You tear the mask apart You open up my scars Then build me back in love Brighter than the stars All my fears laid bare for you You don’t turn away In your power I feel safe In surrender I am seen You guide me through the darkest night I’m falling, falling, falling still Now I understand You let me fall to find myself Stripped down to who I am You break me down to something true Then build me back in love Whole and strong inside Not ruined Revealed. Not small Transformed In every mark, an honour earned In every strike, reborn Rebuilt in pain Rebuilt in love Rebuilt Unashamed

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04:10

Peripheral

This track explores cuckolding through devotion, emotional exposure, and surrender of control. Peripheral is about standing close to her pleasure, feeling everything at once (desire, jealousy, inadequacy, love) and choosing to embrace it in full. Inspired by the first chapter of Eros & Agape. Support My art! Lyrics: She is unfolding in pleasure her face a symphony of sensation. Moans rising, fingers clutching skin. I feel the ache of knowing I can never satisfy her that way. I am peripheral I watch her being pleased by someone else. Mixed sensations spiral inside my mind. Desire. Jealousy. Devotion. Fear. I want her pleasure. I feel my weakness. “Worthless cuck… useless…” Like a k***e in my chest her words bite, dismantle me piece by piece. Yet I look at her beautiful face, lit with ecstasy, and I am grateful to be here. Next to her. Watching her. I am peripheral A small part of her universe, happy just to be there. That is enough. My love for her is enough. I am hers. She is free to wander. Free to choose. Free to be. I am locked. I am hers. She rides another body and I ache to be good for her. My emotions are for her. This body is for her. Ignored. I serve by disappearing. I am nothing and I exist only for her. She can love anyone she wants, and I will stand here, honored by the place she chooses for me. I am her cuck and I am proud. Full and empty at the same time. In pain and in pleasure. Happy to be hers. A small part of her universe, happy just to be there. That is enough. My love for her is enough. I am hers. She is free to be. Free to love. Free to choose. I am locked. I am hers. My love for her is enough. That is all I need. My love for her… is enough. I am peripheral. My love is all for Her.

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