MadameAstrid

You don’t actually want to lose control.

That’s the part you tell yourself at first. That you’re reckless. That you’re impulsive. That

There’s a certain kind of person who relaxes when responsibility is placed correctly. Who feels calmer when someone older in spirit notices

There’s a particular kind of satisfaction that comes from providing well.

Not from being drained or shamed- but from knowing your

Sometimes I think people believe desire arrives with urgency.

A spike. A pull. A rush that demands to be answered.

But that isn’t how