You should feel guilty.
You should be ashamed.
Ashamed of what you want. Ashamed of what you do. Ashamed of yourself.
But let’s not lie to each other—none of that is going to stop you, is it?
Because guilt doesn’t break the addiction.
Shame doesn’t erase the desire.
And pretending this is “just a phase” won’t save you from what you’ve become.
You know exactly what you’re doing.
You're not lost. You're not confused.
You want pity? You haven’t earned it.
You want forgiveness? You don’t deserve it. You want to play a victim?
Your secret shame isn't a flaw—it's the core of who you are.
You're indulging, fully aware, fully aroused... and fully owned by what you crave.
This is a mirror held up to everything you hate to admit about yourself.
And still—here you are.
Hard. Weak. Guilty.
Ready to obey the voice that makes you feel it all so much worse... because deep down, you know:
You deserve it.
You should feel guilty.
You should be ashamed.
Ashamed of what you want. Ashamed of what you do. Ashamed of yourself.
But let’s not lie to each other—none of that is going to stop you, is it?
Because guilt doesn’t break the addiction.
Shame doesn’t erase the desire.
And pretending this is “just a phase” won’t save you from what you’ve become.
You know exactly what you’re doing.
You're not lost. You're not confused.
You want pity? You haven’t earned it.
You want forgiveness? You don’t deserve it. You want to play a victim?
Your secret shame isn't a flaw—it's the core of who you are.
You're indulging, fully aware, fully aroused... and fully owned by what you crave.
This is a mirror held up to everything you hate to admit about yourself.
And still—here you are.
Hard. Weak. Guilty.
Ready to obey the voice that makes you feel it all so much worse... because deep down, you know:
You deserve it.