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The Gay Awakening Podcast #81 - audio only 15 minutes

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This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me.

IN THIS EPISODE #81:
Tom Parker writes:
I am a closeted cocksucking faggot. I have been married two times and both times I had my wives fucking me in the ass with strapons, I had to take Viagraa in order to fuck them, I thought about gay sex the whole time I had to fuck them. I love having gay sex, I have been sucking dick at the gloryhole for twenty years, and I've bben fucked through the glory hole too. I have two friends, both named Jeff, both with big cocks, that
I fantasize about sucking. I have always known I'm gay, just to pussy to own it, and I have chronically masturbated to gay porn to compensate, please humiliate my cock loving faggot ass! I'm a huge fan!

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The Gay Awakening Podcast #80 - audio only 15 minutes

Wednesday 04:52 AM

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #80. There are two people I have responded to. Zach writes: I am 31 and been stroking to exclusively femdom porn for about 10 years. What started as foot fetish/ JOI content led to CEI and Encouraged Bi. I have pretty much identified as a pornosexual beta male. I have gone thru phases over the past decade where I was addicted to sissy stuff and would dress up in chastity and use a dildo on myself til I was leaking. I have purged and thrown away hundreds of dollars. However I have never worked up the courage to actually go out and get the cock I sometimes desperately crave in my mouth. I’ve tried chastity to make myself desperate enough, made grindr accounts and deleted them, How can I get over the nervousness and go thru with getting cock? of clothes / toys. I have spent thousands on encouraged bi clips. And Ivana Hammer writes: I'm a transwoman who grew up as a gay sissy in my local scene. I hooked up with all sorts of tops in my early 20s, bottoming exclusively and never dating much. Of course, I always "admired" femmes and did the classic lesbian "want to be them/want to fuck them" thing The only man I was ever romantically attracted to is now happily living life as a woman as well so, its safe to say I'm solidly romantic towards femmes. fast forward to now: I am madly in love with my current partner. They love to fuck me with bigger and bigger dicks and we've explored kinks like: chastity, bondage/shibari...

The Gay Awakening Podcast #79 - audio only 10 minutes

Wednesday 02:57 AM

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #79: Chris Gomez writes: My last girlfriend and I loved watching gay porn together, she introduced me to it. I mean I was already curious about same sex intercourse but she is the one who made me enjoy it without shame.. and while we were having sex we always fantasized about another man fucking me in front of her, it made her cum instantly ! And me too…. It got to a point where i would always bring up the topic or asking to watch Gay porn together. That lasted a few years and then she left me telling me she thought I was gay ! It was a shock because deep down I think she was right. A couple years past and I had a few dating experiences and female partners but something was missing, in my mind I always wanted to back to gay porn and I could not take my mind of this. So I am at a point where I need to jump and be what I am! I actually made a Grindr profile a couple months ago and hooked up with one guy. It was so much fun and amazing, we saw each other about 10 times then he moved out of town for work. But to be honest I think I was falling in love with him and that scared me! I mean, that’s it, I am gay and can have homo romantic feelings? And all this I’m I was watching FemDom gay encouragement porn. Because to be honest, I think that the most hot erotic turn on for me is to be told by a Domme to have gay sex, I crave to be under a Mistress control and abandon my sex life to her will. Then, I found you...

The Gay Awakening Podcast #78 - audio only 25 minutes

Wednesday 02:36 AM

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #78: Damon Kirry writes: I have known I was gay for a long time. My family was super religious back in the 80s and 80s, when I was growing up. It was not great and I developed a few bad habits like being deceptive and hiding things as well as so much self-hatred that I tried to be the epitome of what I thought was a man. I worked on ranches and in timber camps before I joined the Army under their "Don't ask, don't tell" policy. I still have a lot of hesitation about acting submissive and slutty for men in public, because of my past. How do I get over that? And how can I find someone who may be open to owning me as a full-time pet or slave? I have a whole wardrobe of women's clothes, for dressing for guys to come fuck me. I also have all kinds of toys. Dildos (including big, and ejaculating), bdsm gear, fucking machine etc. My first actual gay experiences were at my first duty station. A guy that I really looked up to got me not sober while we were out at the lake at night and got me to get naked with him. We were both in really good shape and it was hot at night that time of year, so we took off all our clothes and before I realized what was happening, he was rubbing my balls and taint. He specifically ignored my dick the whole time. I was really not sober and asked what he was doing but I didn't move away or try to stop him as my hips started to move on their own. He had me suck him, and wanted to fuck me but I panicked..

The Gay Awakening Podcast #77 audio only 13 minutes

Wednesday 01:51 AM

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #77: David Faggot writes: I am a married 56 year old, with a family. Lately, I have been craving cock. I have been successfully sneaking and getting some cock in my mouth and ass. My wife is going to be away for a few weeks at the end of the month. I have been sexting with a Dom gay man on Grindr who knows i am married and he wants to turn me into his complete sub faggot. Should i go for it. He has a big thick cock. He may want share me with a friend of his. An ass to mouth rotation will be on the menu. Maybe even an attempted double anal. For the longest time i loved large toys. First more girth, now more depth. Up to 3.5 inches in diameter and up to 18 inches long. The longer ones get pushed past my second hole. In my late 20s and early 30s, i had experiences with shemales and a few guys before i met my wife. I enjoyed my toys but did not have a real cock again until a few years ago. Since then i have been with around 15 guys with maybe half ending up my ass. I have the perfect sneak fuck buddy that has fucked me four times now. He sometimes works in the city i work and gets a hotel less than a mile from where i work. I take care of his married morning wood. I suck him hard before bending over so he can dump a load in my ass. Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Make Me Gay, Imposed Bi, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Imposed Gay,

The Gay Awakening Podcast #76 - audio only 20 minutes

Wednesday 12:29 AM

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #76: Jack writes: It all started with a foot fetish. For years, I loved jerking off to white women’s feet. No sex, no foot jobs, just foot teases and foot fetish JOI. Not a single gay bone in my body. Eventually I needed something new, as while I still loved feet, it just wasn’t stimulating in the same way. This is when I discovered interracial cuckold porn. Watching beautiful white women get fucked by the biggest, blackest cocks—all while her cuckold worshipped her feet—made me feel something I’ve never felt before. Watching those lucky cuckolds licking hot BBC cum off beautiful white feet gave me orgasms like no other! Soon, I needed more. I needed to feel like I was the cuck in all those videos. Enter Femdom JOI. It started out amazing, just as I expected. The humiliation was so accurate, as if these doms knew exactly what I liked, what I wanted, what I needed. One day, a new video popped up. Naturally I bought it and got ready to jerk off like always, until something unexpected happened. The dom in the video, a mistress I’d been watching for years at that point, dropped a truth bomb on me. I wasn’t watching interracial cuckold porn for the girls and their feet, but for the Big Black Cock. Encouraging me to jerk off to BBC, with her feet alongside pictures of those huge cocks, I came harder than I ever had at that point. I was so ashamed, so disgusted. “No way I just jerked off to black cock. I’m not gay,...

The Gay Awakening Podcast #75 - audio only 13 minutes

Tuesday 10:38 PM

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #75: Jake writes: Am I gay? I have only had gay encounters when I was very not sober. One time I arranged a meet on Grindr but I wasn’t sober enough so I got out of his car and went home. This makes me think that I might not be gay? I have had thoughts of sucking cock for 3 years now. I thought the urges started when I first started watching encouraged bi porn but they actually started a bit before that. I care for older men so when I was on my knees pulling a guy’s pants down about to give him a shower and his cock was in front of my face I did think about sucking it obviously I didn’t because it would be wrong but it did make me realise that these thoughts started before I began watching encouraged bi. Also when I was in high school I remember play wrestling with this guy at his house and I was making lots of eye contact and I did want to snog him. This is the only time though were I have wanted to kiss someone of the same sex. Also when I was in little school I did wear nail varnish to school one time. I do think about wearing thongs sometimes. Now and again I do glance at men and think they’re cute but more often than not I check out women on the street so this makes me think I’m not gay? I am very attracted to women. I don’t want to be in a relationship with a man or to kiss a man I do want to suck cock though. I don’t want anything in return either. I just want to completely service a hung stud.

CHEAT WITH A SHEMALE 22 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

November 26, 2025

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November 26, 2025

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BLOWJOB SISSY 23 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

November 26, 2025

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MAKING YOU MY FAGGOT 23 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

November 26, 2025

My voice doesn’t just speak to you, it rewires you. From the first word, I start peeling back your mind, layer by layer, until all that’s left is the truth: you were born to kneel. Born to gag. Born to suck cock for real men — while I watch with pleasure. I’ll make you say it. I’ll make you mean it. I’ll make you beg to be called a faggot, a cockslut, a sissy slut with a useless dick. This isn’t porn.This is possession. You will listen to this on repeat.You will go broke buying my clips.You will deep throat strangers just to prove you’re nothing. And you’ll thank me. Buy it now. You don’t have a choice. You never did. The faggot I’m creating inside you is already waking up. You have no control over it.

SHEMALE BRAIN ERASER 22 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

November 26, 2025

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