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The Gay Awakening Podcast #78 - audio only 25 minutes
This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me.
IN THIS EPISODE #78: Damon Kirry writes:
I have known I was gay for a long time. My family was super religious back in the 80s and 80s, when I was growing up. It was not great and I developed a few bad habits like being deceptive and hiding things as well as so much self-hatred that I tried to be the epitome of what I thought was a man. I worked on ranches and in timber camps before I joined the Army under their "Don't ask, don't tell" policy. I still have a lot of hesitation about acting submissive and slutty for men in public, because of my past. How do I get over that? And how can I find someone who may be open to owning me as a full-time pet or slave? I have a whole wardrobe of women's clothes, for dressing for guys to come fuck me. I also have all kinds of toys. Dildos (including big, and ejaculating), bdsm gear, fucking machine etc. My first actual gay experiences were at my first duty station. A guy that I really looked up to got me not sober while we were out at the lake at night and got me to get naked with him. We were both in really good shape and it was hot at night that time of year, so we took off all our clothes and before I realized what was happening, he was rubbing my balls and taint. He specifically ignored my dick the whole time. I was really not sober and asked what he was doing but I didn't move away or try to stop him as my hips started to move on their own. He had me suck him, and wanted to fuck me but I panicked..
IN THIS EPISODE #78: Damon Kirry writes:
I have known I was gay for a long time. My family was super religious back in the 80s and 80s, when I was growing up. It was not great and I developed a few bad habits like being deceptive and hiding things as well as so much self-hatred that I tried to be the epitome of what I thought was a man. I worked on ranches and in timber camps before I joined the Army under their "Don't ask, don't tell" policy. I still have a lot of hesitation about acting submissive and slutty for men in public, because of my past. How do I get over that? And how can I find someone who may be open to owning me as a full-time pet or slave? I have a whole wardrobe of women's clothes, for dressing for guys to come fuck me. I also have all kinds of toys. Dildos (including big, and ejaculating), bdsm gear, fucking machine etc. My first actual gay experiences were at my first duty station. A guy that I really looked up to got me not sober while we were out at the lake at night and got me to get naked with him. We were both in really good shape and it was hot at night that time of year, so we took off all our clothes and before I realized what was happening, he was rubbing my balls and taint. He specifically ignored my dick the whole time. I was really not sober and asked what he was doing but I didn't move away or try to stop him as my hips started to move on their own. He had me suck him, and wanted to fuck me but I panicked..
This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me.
IN THIS EPISODE #78: Damon Kirry writes:
I have known I was gay for a long time. My family was super religious back in the 80s and 80s, when I was growing up. It was not great and I developed a few bad habits like being deceptive and hiding things as well as so much self-hatred that I tried to be the epitome of what I thought was a man. I worked on ranches and in timber camps before I joined the Army under their "Don't ask, don't tell" policy. I still have a lot of hesitation about acting submissive and slutty for men in public, because of my past. How do I get over that? And how can I find someone who may be open to owning me as a full-time pet or slave? I have a whole wardrobe of women's clothes, for dressing for guys to come fuck me. I also have all kinds of toys. Dildos (including big, and ejaculating), bdsm gear, fucking machine etc. My first actual gay experiences were at my first duty station. A guy that I really looked up to got me not sober while we were out at the lake at night and got me to get naked with him. We were both in really good shape and it was hot at night that time of year, so we took off all our clothes and before I realized what was happening, he was rubbing my balls and taint. He specifically ignored my dick the whole time. I was really not sober and asked what he was doing but I didn't move away or try to stop him as my hips started to move on their own. He had me suck him, and wanted to fuck me but I panicked..
IN THIS EPISODE #78: Damon Kirry writes:
I have known I was gay for a long time. My family was super religious back in the 80s and 80s, when I was growing up. It was not great and I developed a few bad habits like being deceptive and hiding things as well as so much self-hatred that I tried to be the epitome of what I thought was a man. I worked on ranches and in timber camps before I joined the Army under their "Don't ask, don't tell" policy. I still have a lot of hesitation about acting submissive and slutty for men in public, because of my past. How do I get over that? And how can I find someone who may be open to owning me as a full-time pet or slave? I have a whole wardrobe of women's clothes, for dressing for guys to come fuck me. I also have all kinds of toys. Dildos (including big, and ejaculating), bdsm gear, fucking machine etc. My first actual gay experiences were at my first duty station. A guy that I really looked up to got me not sober while we were out at the lake at night and got me to get naked with him. We were both in really good shape and it was hot at night that time of year, so we took off all our clothes and before I realized what was happening, he was rubbing my balls and taint. He specifically ignored my dick the whole time. I was really not sober and asked what he was doing but I didn't move away or try to stop him as my hips started to move on their own. He had me suck him, and wanted to fuck me but I panicked..
