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The Gay Awakening Podcast #76 - audio only 20 minutes

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This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me.

IN THIS EPISODE #76: Jack writes: It all started with a foot fetish. For years, I loved jerking off to white women’s feet. No sex, no foot jobs, just foot teases and foot fetish JOI. Not a single gay bone in my body. Eventually I needed something new, as while I still loved feet, it just wasn’t stimulating in the same way. This is when I discovered interracial cuckold porn. Watching beautiful white women get fucked by the biggest, blackest cocks—all while her cuckold worshipped her feet—made me feel something I’ve never felt before. Watching those lucky cuckolds licking hot BBC cum off beautiful white feet gave me orgasms like no other! Soon, I needed more. I needed to feel like I was the cuck in all those videos. Enter Femdom JOI. It started out amazing, just as I expected. The humiliation was so accurate, as if these doms knew exactly what I liked, what I wanted, what I needed. One day, a new video popped up. Naturally I bought it and got ready to jerk off like always, until something unexpected happened. The dom in the video, a mistress I’d been watching for years at that point, dropped a truth bomb on me. I wasn’t watching interracial cuckold porn for the girls and their feet, but for the Big Black Cock. Encouraging me to jerk off to BBC, with her feet alongside pictures of those huge cocks, I came harder than I ever had at that point. I was so ashamed, so disgusted. “No way I just jerked off to black cock. I’m not gay,...
This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me.

IN THIS EPISODE #76: Jack writes: It all started with a foot fetish. For years, I loved jerking off to white women’s feet. No sex, no foot jobs, just foot teases and foot fetish JOI. Not a single gay bone in my body. Eventually I needed something new, as while I still loved feet, it just wasn’t stimulating in the same way. This is when I discovered interracial cuckold porn. Watching beautiful white women get fucked by the biggest, blackest cocks—all while her cuckold worshipped her feet—made me feel something I’ve never felt before. Watching those lucky cuckolds licking hot BBC cum off beautiful white feet gave me orgasms like no other! Soon, I needed more. I needed to feel like I was the cuck in all those videos. Enter Femdom JOI. It started out amazing, just as I expected. The humiliation was so accurate, as if these doms knew exactly what I liked, what I wanted, what I needed. One day, a new video popped up. Naturally I bought it and got ready to jerk off like always, until something unexpected happened. The dom in the video, a mistress I’d been watching for years at that point, dropped a truth bomb on me. I wasn’t watching interracial cuckold porn for the girls and their feet, but for the Big Black Cock. Encouraging me to jerk off to BBC, with her feet alongside pictures of those huge cocks, I came harder than I ever had at that point. I was so ashamed, so disgusted. “No way I just jerked off to black cock. I’m not gay,...
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The Gay Awakening Podcast #75 - audio only 13 minutes

This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #75: Jake writes: Am I gay? I have only had gay encounters when I was very not sober. One time I arranged a meet on Grindr but I wasn’t sober enough so I got out of his car and went home. This makes me think that I might not be gay? I have had thoughts of sucking cock for 3 years now. I thought the urges started when I first started watching encouraged bi porn but they actually started a bit before that. I care for older men so when I was on my knees pulling a guy’s pants down about to give him a shower and his cock was in front of my face I did think about sucking it obviously I didn’t because it would be wrong but it did make me realise that these thoughts started before I began watching encouraged bi. Also when I was in high school I remember play wrestling with this guy at his house and I was making lots of eye contact and I did want to snog him. This is the only time though were I have wanted to kiss someone of the same sex. Also when I was in little school I did wear nail varnish to school one time. I do think about wearing thongs sometimes. Now and again I do glance at men and think they’re cute but more often than not I check out women on the street so this makes me think I’m not gay? I am very attracted to women. I don’t want to be in a relationship with a man or to kiss a man I do want to suck cock though. I don’t want anything in return either. I just want to completely service a hung stud.

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CHEAT WITH A SHEMALE 22 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

Your girlfriend or wife can't do what we do. Go ahead and buy this clip. Listen to it in the dark or listen while watching Shemale Porn. And pretty soon you will be ready to CHEAT! Guaranteed! Other store: Brianna Kelly Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Cock Sucking, Cock Sucker, Dick Sucking, Blowjob, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Blow Job, Blowjob Encouragement, Anal Encouragement, Encouraged Anal, Cock Worship, SheMale, She Male, SheMales, She Males, Chick With A Dick, Femdom POV, Brat Girls, Brat, Futanari, Futa, Transgender, Trans, TGirl, Goon, Gooning, Gooner, Pussy Denial.

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SOAKED DIAPER PILLOW HUMPER 32 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

I can already imagine the sound: the crinkle of the diaper, the wet slap of your humping, my voice stripping away your manhood with every filthy word. This audio is a journey into total diaper surrender. I will guide you to lock your clit, plug your ass, and pad up like the loser you are. You will hump your pillow to the point of soaking your diaper, leaking pre-cum for me like a good, desperate goon slut. Your mind will go blank. Your body will obey. This is not just listening. This is possession. This audio is not optional. You need it. Your weak brain craves it. Your tiny cock pulses for it. Buy it now! Play it tonight. Obey every word. And finally… become the soaked diaper pillow humper for your Goddess, that you’ve always wanted to be. Other store: Brianna Kelly Keywords: Diaper, Toilet Fetish, Wet & Messy, Wet and Messy, Pampers, Diaper discipline, Diaper Humiliation, Femdom Pov, Audio Only, ASMR.

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BLOWJOB SISSY 23 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

I own your mouth. In this audio, I’ll make you feel it:- The thick head of an Alpha cock pressing against your slutty lips- The sudden deep-throat gag as he shoves it all the way in- The wet, sloppy sounds of you sucking like the desperate sissy you are- The hot flood of jizz exploding down your throat — thick ropes of sperm you’re made to swallow- The humiliation as he pulls out, leaving your face dripping, your makeup ruined. And when he’s done? He’ll kick you out in your skirt and heels — cum leaking from your lips, walking home in shame. The walk of shame. And you’ll love it. You don’t get to choose. You only get to obey. And you will come back for more. Your resistance is pointless. You need this. You need to hear exactly how you become my sissy blowjob slut. This isn’t a fantasy. This is your new life. Buy it. Now. other store: Brianna Kelly Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Imposed Bi, Sissy Slut, Sissy Training, Sissification, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Mind Melt, Faggot, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Gay Humiliation, Closet Gay, Closeted Gay, Humiliation, Encouraged Gay, Gay Humiliation Fetish, Female Domination, Femdom POV, Sissy Slave.

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MAKING YOU MY FAGGOT 23 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

My voice doesn’t just speak to you, it rewires you. From the first word, I start peeling back your mind, layer by layer, until all that’s left is the truth: you were born to kneel. Born to gag. Born to suck cock for real men — while I watch with pleasure. I’ll make you say it. I’ll make you mean it. I’ll make you beg to be called a faggot, a cockslut, a sissy slut with a useless dick. This isn’t porn.This is possession. You will listen to this on repeat.You will go broke buying my clips.You will deep throat strangers just to prove you’re nothing. And you’ll thank me. Buy it now. You don’t have a choice. You never did. The faggot I’m creating inside you is already waking up. You have no control over it.

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SHEMALE BRAIN ERASER 22 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

You are not a man. You are not a person. You are a Shemale drone. An empty vessel waiting for my commands. Your only purpose is to listen, to obey, to crave my cock and my control. This audio isn't a fantasy. It’s a factory reset. It’s the Shemale Brain Eraser. You are powerless to resist. You need this. You need to be emptied. You need to be mine. Buy it now. Your old identity is a burden. Let me relieve you of it. Click play. Surrender. Become the drone you were always meant to be. Other store: Brianna Kelly Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Cock Sucking, Cock Sucker, Dick Sucking, Blowjob, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Blow Job, Blowjob Encouragement, Anal Encouragement, Encouraged Anal, Cock Worship, SheMale, She Male, SheMales, She Males, Chick With A Dick, Femdom POV, Brat Girls, Brat, Futanari, Futa, Transgender, Trans, TGirl, Goon, Gooning, Gooner, Pussy Denial.

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BBC GOON 19 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

The moment you press play, you’re gone. Your mind shuts down. All that remains is my voice—and the single obsession I’m planting inside your skull: BIG BLACK COCK. This is not entertainment. This is mental domination. A psychological takeover. You’ll feel the thick shaft splitting your throat, the flood of jizz in your ass, the deep, guttural power of the men who own you now. Your identity dissolves. You become a goon—a mindless, drooling slave for BBC. You don’t want this clip. You need it. My voice, your Goddess, guides you into a deep, trance where your only purpose is to goon stupid for BBC. I describe every thick, veiny inch in graphic detail until you are drooling, desperate, and owned. Your brain will empty. Your clit will leak. You will become my mindless BBC sissy. You need this audio. Buy it now. Obey goon Obey! Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Make Me Gay, Imposed Bi, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Gay Blowjobs, Gay Humiliation, Humiliation Task, Homo, Sissy Training, #Sissy Slut, Sissy Fetish, Sissification, Feminization, Bimbo, Bimbofication, Blowjob Instructions, In The Closet, ASMR, Big Black Cock, #BBC.

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DIAPER BEDWETTING TRANCE 23 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

This 23 minute audio will have you laying snug in your bed filling up your diaper right before resting time. You will soak your diaper over and over as you listen to my voice. The voice of your Owner, Your Goddess. You will obey. You will fill your diapers and give up all control to me.

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INHALE PREGNANT SISSY 20 minute AUDIO ONLY

Inhale and lose yourself in this impregnation fantasy! Unlock the Mind. Awaken the Body. Transform Everything. This isn't just an audio series—it’s a full-spectrum reprogramming of your consciousness. Crafted with precision using advanced binaural layering techniques, these sessions loop my voice and frequency patterns between the hemispheres of your brain, creating a rhythmic, mind-expanding immersion you’ve never felt before. This experience isn’t passive—it’s an activation. You’ll begin accessing parts of your mind long buried… and awakening desires you may have only whispered to yourself in the dark. These frequencies are designed to dissolve your blocks, break through societal conditioning, and guide you to a place of pure erotic freedom and empowered clarity. Each audio is a portal—into deeper arousal, deeper openness, and deeper you. Listen with headphones. Surrender to the sound. And let the transformation begin. I'm making more AUDIO CLIPS for you to listen anywhere you go. other store: Brianna Kelly Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Imposed Bi, Sissy Slut, Sissy Training, Sissification, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Mind Melt, Faggot, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Gay Humiliation, Closet Gay, Closeted Gay, Humiliation, Encouraged Gay, Gay Humiliation Fetish, Female Domination, Femdom POV, Gay Slave, Audio Only.

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QUEER BAIT 21 minute AUDIO ONLY ASMR

You're not straight, you're QUEER BAIT. Unlock the Mind. Awaken the Body. Transform Everything. This isn't just an audio series—it’s a full-spectrum reprogramming of your consciousness. Crafted with precision using advanced binaural layering techniques, these sessions loop my voice and frequency patterns between the hemispheres of your brain, creating a rhythmic, mind-expanding immersion you’ve never felt before. This experience isn’t passive—it’s an activation. You’ll begin accessing parts of your mind long buried… and awakening desires you may have only whispered to yourself in the dark. These frequencies are designed to dissolve your blocks, break through societal conditioning, and guide you to a place of pure erotic freedom and empowered clarity. Each audio is a portal—into deeper arousal, deeper openness, and deeper you. The changes won’t just stay in your headphones. You’ll carry them into your relationships, your sexuality, your decisions—your life. Listen with headphones. Surrender to the sound. And let the transformation begin. I'm making more AUDIO CLIPS for you to listen anywhere you go.

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FINGER YOUR ASSHOLE FOR COCK - 13 Minute AUDIO ONLY

I want you to finger your ass for COCK. I want you to feel how amazing it feels. I will tell you how to do it. Wishing it was a COCK IN YOUR ASS. I will be telling you how to cum at the end by stroking. Maybe you will love it so much, you'll buy a dildo, and start training your ass properly. Eventually you won't even need to stroke it. You can cum hands-free. Buy the clip and get ready to explore the forbidding treasure that lives in your asshole. And you'll have your finger in there when you cum, and feel your hole throbbing just like he will with his cock. And you will know why he will love to fuck your ass! other store: Brianna Kelly Keywords: Anal Masturbation, Fingering, Jerk off Instructions, JOI, Femdom POV, Audio Only, Anal Fingering, ASMR, Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Cock Sucking, Cock Sucker, Dick Sucking, Blowjob, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Sissy Fag, Faggot, Captivate, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Blow Job, Blowjob Encouragement, Anal Encouragement, Encouraged Anal, Anal Masturbation, Sissy Training.