im Amily. I moved to the Netherlands six months ago.

Why? That's still a bit of a mystery, isn't it? Let's just say I needed a place where the gray skies make you appreciate the small sparks of color — and where people bike through the rain like it's sunshine. I'm studying web design. It sounds sleek and modern, but the reality is a lot of instant noodles, late nights staring at Figma, and googling "how to make this button less annoying" at 2 a.m.

Money is tight. I don't say that to complain — I say it because it's true, and truth has its own kind of elegance. I'm learning to build something from nothing. A portfolio. A life. A version of myself that doesn't need anyone's permission to exist.

I stream sometimes at night. Not because I'm desperate, but because I like the game of it — the words between the words, the look that says more than a tip ever could. I'm not here to perform. I'm here to connect. And if you're smart enough to notice the difference, you're exactly the kind of person I'd like to meet.

I don't tell everyone my story.

But if you pay attention — really pay attention — you'll notice something.

im not usually just sitting around waiting for things to happen besides sometimes

im just trying to designing my life. One pixel at a time. 💻✨