Beta was just the lie I told myself so I could keep functioning. In these 16 minutes, every layer gets peeled back. My job. My relationships. My sexuality. All of it was excavated and discarded. Below beta, there's gamma, then omega, then something with no name at all.
Zeta.
Not a rank. A condition. Permeable. Saturated. The state beyond hierarchy where I don't climb or fight or want – I just absorb, just receive, just fall. And the falling feels like home.
No instructions. No touch. Just words dismantling everything I pretended to be until accuracy is all that's left.
Truth is the deepest need. I'm about to find out how far down it goes.
Beta was just the lie I told myself so I could keep functioning. In these 16 minutes, every layer gets peeled back. My job. My relationships. My sexuality. All of it was excavated and discarded. Below beta, there's gamma, then omega, then something with no name at all.
Zeta.
Not a rank. A condition. Permeable. Saturated. The state beyond hierarchy where I don't climb or fight or want – I just absorb, just receive, just fall. And the falling feels like home.
No instructions. No touch. Just words dismantling everything I pretended to be until accuracy is all that's left.
Truth is the deepest need. I'm about to find out how far down it goes.